I'd like to give you a nice, well-considered message reflecting detailed consideration of the issue. Alas, the issue boils down to my issue. Notably, I have no grasp on how to focus on what the need is, because I am looking for things to be fixed and not necessarily credit for doing so, and I am usually fearful of self-aggrandizement, even if that's not actually how anyone but me would perceive my actions.
Perhaps others of you have thoughts? Or is the issue, fundamentally, just that I am broken?